The Definition of Perfect...

Yesterday afternoon was when i started to write this. But then after a few hours i thought to myself is this right? should i do this? should i actually express what i think about this topic?
So i stopped myself. I deleted everything i had written and now. I'm going to re write it. But i'm going to shorten it and get straight to my point. This is MY opinion just remember that. Lets take a few scenarios and maybe you'll see what i'm going to get at. Perfect isn't the whole thing. Perfect is the little things within that big thing. Lets take a relationship with your partner for example. Perfect IS NOT the relationship. Perfect is the kiss withing the relationship. It's how the kiss makes you feel and how you know that no matter what that person's kiss will always be perfect to you. Work. Work can never be perfect. But it's to how you satisfied you are after you have done the work. When you've put in all your effort and you know you're going to get the result you want. That's perfection. The feeling you get when you are relieved and relaxed. That's perfection. Perfect is what YOU want it to be. If you're a person who gives up and you're satisfied with that.. NO that is NOT perfection. If you're a person who gives up and you do something to improve yourself, whether it be for yourself, the world, whatever.. That's perfection.

I'm not going to ramble on about perfection, but i will say this. In this moment in time, perfection to me is my happiness. As long as i smile and am stress free then that's my piece of perfect for the day.

Today i did pretty much the same thing as the past few days. Sat in bed playing Pokemon, watching movies such as Gran Torino and Role Models and eating non stop. I need to regain my strength, my weight. Today was the first time also i had talked to my Dad in a few days. It;s funny, after all this shit he has actually realised that he would push me away. He talked to me about that. It made me a bit happier.

Today the things that made me happy:
Talking to my girlfriend for the while i did
The very few funny scenes in Role Models
Looking back at old pictures and semi recent photos
Listening to my music
Playing the piano.
Learning new things on my camera
New wetsuit
Cleaner room
I ate
Talking to Kaylee on MSNzzzz
(:

The End