For the past two days now i have been sick. Although to some it may seem like i have been just "wagging" school or "milking it", i haven't. I've been bored in bed for three days. (The first day i actually wasn't all too ill).
My parents want me to go to school tomorrow even though i don't feel upto it. My last post has come back to punch me in the face and even though all this shit with my dad and friends has been going down i've been happy. One person has managed to keep me smiling and i love her.
Last night at around eleven pm two of my mates, one i've known for years and the other only for a few, joined a game of TF2 with me. (Team Fortress) i don't know if it was because they were just bored, wanted to play, or if it was because they had the option of doing other things like going to bed, but chose to han gout with me in-game. Either way it was nice. I have been alone for 3 days isolated in my bedroom. I tried to sleep, but i couldn't i had the images of my girlfriend's smile beautifully scarred to my mind. It was hot, well, at least i thought it was. It could have just been my fever. I had the thought of waking up the next morning and being sick and having to go to school. I just couldn't sleep.
Today i played pokemon ruby, watched Bee Movie and also watched The Dark Knight. I slept, but not once did i eat. Why the fuck am i losing my appotite?!?! It's not because i'm sick. I don't have an appotite even when i'm well. Is there something else wrong with my body that i don't actually know about? It's scaring me..
I had my blood tested today also, maybe that will help me. :S
If i could have three wishes a week then this week i'd wish for my bubba to get well, for my religion speech complete with average to good marks and for all my relationships to be whatever the definition of "perfect" is. :)
<3
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